I’m actually laughing right now, feel so much better that you got what you dished out. fucking love my life

I fell in love with you…deeply and madly in love. I knew once I told you everything about myself, there was no turning back.

Every time I talked to you, I fell more and more; every time I saw you, deeper and deeper I went under your spell; every tear shed because of you, I knew it was going to be that much harder to watch you go. Every conversation, every laugh and even every fight made me realize how great of a person you are…and I’m sorry I didn’t realize that sooner.

Maybe we aren’t supposed to be together. Maybe friends is all we’re supposed to be but I wish we could’ve worked out. You deserve the best and as much as I wanted to be that for you, I was afraid. I was scared that once you had me at my best, you wouldn’t want me anymore so I kept my wall up and in the end, I hurt myself and watched you leave me. People say it won’t be long until you move on but in this case, it might be awhile before I do that. You’re the only guy I’ve ever truly loved up until this point and that’s not something you move on from. I fear the day you’re not in my dreams anymore because I know that’s the only place I’ll see you.

I hope you find a girl that treats you a million times better than I did and I hope that girl knows she’s the luckiest girl in the world, just because you’re hers.

Thank you for all you’ve taught me about love and thank you for accepting everything about me. you have a special place in my heart and that will never go away.